Tiernan Green is and will forever be the love of my life, we always laughed and joked about how one day he'd finally make me his wife.

Born three days apart,
we were meant to be together from the very start.

And there are no words to describe how I feel about losing you, It was meant to be forever, it's always been just me and you. And eventually we'd be married and have our babies too so it would have to change from that, and we'd finally have our two.

But for some reason you had to leave me and watch me from above, but believe me, I know you didn't want to go and leave me here, my love.

You fought it so hard til the end, the love of my life, you'll always be my best friend. No one will ever replace you, they couldn't even try and I am so sorry tiernan that all you've seen me do is yap and cry.

Just thank you for being you my love, I promise I'll make you proud. You're probably smiling and laughing at me somewhere way up in the clouds.

The boys have told me they're gonna look after me now and they have been amazing, I'll keep an eye on them for you now, And you know it won't even phase me.

I've seen every picture and every video and laughed at more than a few, course the ones I'll treasure forever are the ones of me and you.

So don't you worry your big beautiful head about me, I'll always be here to talk to you, your friends and your family. I just want you to know that you are so loved babe and I promise you will forever be.

I could talk about you for hours on end but unfortunately I don't think I can, it's so hard to accept but I guess it was just a change of plan.

But imagine the stories I'll have you tell you when I join you way up high, I just wish I could have seen you first, so I could have said goodbye.

So thank you for the memories tiernan, I'll cherish them forever. Til we meet again my love, always me and you forever."